Tears

Tears are stupid.
Tears are worthless.
Tears are for the criminally insane.
Tears are nothing.
...Tears ruin everything.
Nothing is worse than them.
They are the bane of my existence.
Maybe because I can't stop mine.
Too much pain means too many tears.
And too many tears mean self-hate.
I know this.
But I can't stop crying.
I would give my soul for no more tears.
But what I want doesn't matter.
I just suck it up and keep smiling.
Even though I'm dieing,
from the inside out.
Tears are stupid.
Tears are worthless.
Tears are for the criminally insane.
Tears are nothing.
Tears ruin everything.
Tears have ended me.